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mandag 1. mai 2017

Portalens Mange Fristelser!

Hysj, vi endte vist opp i Dødens Portal,så... Da har vi ikke noe valg da,å være eller ikke...  Let's Go!

Man må lede døde sjeler inn i lyset.
De er her fordi de har noe å fortelle sine nærmeste eller andre viktige ting de ikke fikk gjort.
Naturen bør man ikke fjerne helt for da vil de døde stå opp for tidlig og det vil bli tunge tider...
Kanskje vi også gjorde det... Forestill deg at du ser ned i et vann, der stirrer tusen sjeleløse øyne på deg , hva da?

Døden er virkeligheten så sant man velger riktig , for om ikke er man en fortapt sjel til evig tid i det noen kaller himmelriket ... Der de sterkeste eller svakeste tar turen .
Visste du ikke at himmelen og helvete er på jorden mens vi lever, og alle kan ikkje jobbe i himmelen.
Jeg var i himmelen noen år som liten og det var trygt der, jeg savner den følelsen , egentlig alle følelser, jeg kom raskt inn på 'feil' spor og besto med glans, hva enn jeg gjorde. Jeg vet også at jeg kan returnere til himmelen for det er vi som skaper den sammen, derfor venter jeg bare på at en kvinne skal bli med meg , en kvinne jeg må kunne stole hundre prosent på og som er lojal. Jeg har gått den mørke stien lenge nå, uten å klage og tatt det som det kommmer skrive mye skal jeg bla.a gjøre så andre kan ta lærdom eller/og få underholdning som f.eks.
Til syvende og sist må jeg nok innrømme at jeg tok feil her når det gjaldt å vente på den rette naiv som jeg var. Gud kontaktet meg igjen etter så mange år og jeg kan ikke huske sist jeg følte meg så lett  fri, lykkelig og avbalansert. Jeg kan ærlig talt ikke huske at jeg har vært så rolig i sjelen og herlig er
det, men jeg er ikke så naiv at jeg prøver å få andre til å forstå for jeg tror det kan bare gjøre det verre.
Alt skjer når tiden er inne hørte jeg og,trodde ikke helt på det. Det er uansett godt å kjenne på og nå vet jeg at Gud venter ikke på alle han tar de han trenger når tiden er inne. Da sitter man med spørsmålet skal man tilbringe tiden med en som kanskje aldri kommer opp eller skal man prøve å finne en som snakker samme språk. Kanskje det svaret ogsåvil komme her med tiden, bare den vil vise...

'Demoner av Ukjent Dimensjon, Leder de bortgjemte tyrannene 

          Ned I Det Iskalde Mørket Vi Fallet, I det ukjente vi faller, inn i lyset og it av lyset,


Glimt av en tid som ennå ikk ehar vært her...
          Det iskalde jomfru til den mørkeste portal
Veien tilbake blir også en som omhandler
Portalens Mange Fristelser'

Da var vi tilbake det vi begynte...

De som ikke så etter vil falle en etter en. For fellene lå en etter en og tok med seg de fleste i dødesriket.
Bare kvinner overlevde for de ble kastet i det dype vannet av mennene sammen med sine barn for mennene anså det som viktigst å komme frem selv. Mennene farget det dype svarte vannet sakte rødere og rødere mens man hørte mange kvinner og barn skrike for det var nesten ingen som kunne svømme mer en ett par meter før de ble dradd ned i det dunkle mørket. En kvinne fant ut siden hun hadde hoppet i vannet fløt hun opp pga kjolen og klarte å holde seg flytende, i vill panikk kjente hun noe som fløt under seg og ble stiv sv skrekk og lå så stille hun bare klarte i vannet som nå var så kaldt at det var rett før brystvortene spratt ut. Etterhvert som de rikeste kvinnene med de
største kjedene og perlene nærmest hadde dratt seg selv under vann tok den ganske unge
kvinnen tak i håret til alle kvinner hun så rundt seg og ba dem holde fast ved barna så godt de kunne, det var fortsatt over 100 meter til vannkanten der de måtte komme seg. Mathilda Karidotter Svensson  visste ikke sin arme råd selv om nå alle hadde sin lit til henne , da plutselig hvisket en fager ungpike : Hei,
Mathilda du har gjort nok nå ,la meg hjelpe deg litt sa hun ømt mens hun så på slitne Mathilda og ba henne legge seg med ryggen ned mot henne og samtidig prøve å dra de andre litt fremover. Plutselig stoppet alt opp for Mathilda , jenten som hadde henne i sin trygghet begynte sakte å ta på steder som var regnet som overflødisk på kroppen, iallefall ble de oppdratt slik. Jenten spør Mathilda: du føler deg trygg nå sant med en enda ømere stemme tar brystvorten og masserer lett frem og tilbake samtidig kjenner hun noe mykt mot skamleppene hvis hennes far hadde truet henne ned i brønnen om hun eller andre tok på de. Mathilda  ville ikke si noe men jenten hørte Mathilda’s åh. Jenten tok hardere og lengre inn i skjeden hennes og masserte puppene hennes slik som på skolen gjør du det på meg og Mathilda, vær så snill,  vær så snill!? Jeg vil ikke drukne eller fryse ihjel før jeg har opplevd dette med deg Mathilda det er greit sa Mathilda, nå skal vi prøvd det ulovlige det som ikke går an. Mathilda tok frem en gulrot fra den unge jentas veske som forøveig hetKari Tormodsæther og masserer Kari ganske hardt mellom puppene au sier Kari. Det går bra, men ikke så ivrig vi klarer oss så lenge vi holder oss inntil hverandre begge var nå ganske opphisset og begynte å rive sv hverandre kjolene først. Kari rev istykker litt av kjolen og rulte den sammen til en slags pisk og slo Mathilda hardt på stompen og sier til Mathilda ta hodet under vann finn meg og stikk inn tunga så skal du få n
Det er mange på sjelevandring, de vil stå opp igjen og feste seg på uvitende menneskers sjel.
Først vil den mørke æra komme over oss, for å bedrive ut det onde, så vil lyset føre de som gikk i mørke inn i lyset , de som valgte lyset er på vei til døddvigstjernet der de som er opplyst ikke vandret.
Gud straffer hardt for han ser forskjell på godt og ondt, han ser den siden vi ikke er klar til å se enda... Vi gir han nok håp , kanskje det er en fremtid for jorden?... Følg med videre når Sjelekval,Selvmordsengelen og Madame X prøver å finne en løsning på kabalen...

onsdag 15. mars 2017

My Demons,Your Sins...

Tonight I show you my demons, tonight I show you my dance, tonight I show you my death.
Oh,my godess of the night bare with me as I enter Your body full of carnal delight.
Fistfucking in the name of Satan,Fistfucking in the name God...
 
Rise,rise above me, let me harvest Your fruits, let me harvest Your deepest sins.
My soul turns darker than the portals to hell , my lust for eternal damnation can't be stopped.
I wander with you Satan, I wander with you the horned one, together we take the souls , toghether we make them weak,all in the name of destruction,disharmony,and insanity.
 

lørdag 25. februar 2017

Jeg er den største.

Jeg er den største løgnen jeg noengang har fortalt.
Døden er min nærmeste følgesvenn.
Så mange fjes og du ser ikke deg selv?

Jeg er den største sadisten, jeg er skaper av dine mareritt , jeg er det motsatte av alt du så.
Tilgi meg for alle de synder jeg kommer til å begå, tilgi meg for alt jeg ikke gjorde og alt jeg vil si deg.
Det ble sånn avhengig av deg selv, tilgi meg for mine synder det blir nok av dem.
Du vekket endelig det du fryktet mest, ditt eget hat mot deg selv.
Det jeg ikke tilgir er mitt sadistiske smil når jeg ser deg vandre dine siste skritt og alt er over.

mandag 30. januar 2017

It Hurts So Bad

We had a bond, a unique bond, we had feelings for eachother or at least I thought so.
Remember all the fin we had, the good times and all the money we wasted? It was worth it though.
We used to the same path, nothing could keep us apart or break us even if we had our problems and difficulties. We cried,laughed and shared our souls with eachother. We did everything together!
You cheated on me twice, I took you back even though you broke my heart.
We got back on our feet,quit drugs and things were looking brighter than ever, finally we had a normal future ahead of us.
Unfortunately I got sick due to various things , you tried to help but I pushed you away and said some things I regret, but it wasn't me speaking and you know that!
As I became myself again I realized we were no longer together and you told me it was over and my was hurting 'cause I could not understand why and I started blamimg myself, was it because I got sick? Or did you love someone else? I never really understood until you showed up happy with a new guy and that was a punch in the face for me, but I kept my mask.
A year later when you came back to me you told me it was because I loved you more than you loved me and that's an honest and fair desicion.
When you told me that I started to wonder why you came back.
Was it because you needed a place to stay? I guess so now.
We decided to be friends even though it was hard for me since I had not stopped loving you since we broke up.
We stayed friends for a while even though I wanted it to be more, and eventually you gave me hints and said things about us maybe being together in the future.
After some time we decided to try again and I was the happiest man on earth even though you played with my heart and slept with other guys under the influence, and you said it was because of your drug  abuse you did those things, I don't really see that an excuse and since we were not together I thought well fuck it. I do not own you, but it sure as hell made me lose hope and got me insecure in every way possible.
In my world you don't sleep around with other guys when trying to build a foundation for a future relationship and are living under the same roof.
Maybe I'm a naive fool for letting you off the hook so easily and maybe the best thing would have been to show you the door, but I loved you even after all the shit and disrespectfulness you put me through.
I'm not saying I'm perfect but I try hard every day to show you that I love you by doing things for you , support you and comfort you when you are down, but I felt like no matter what I did it was good enough and no matter how hard I looked in the mirror I wasn't pretty enough for you , now I'm finally somewhat happy with myself (that's a lie) I will never be again, at least it feels so 'cause when you've grown up hearing everybody talking about how ugly and far from pretty one look it's dann hard to convince yourself otherwise.
Do you think it's for fun I've turned to drugs all these years?
It's simply because when I do drugs I can see myself in the mirror and actually believe and tell myself  that I look good without those negative thoughts telling me the opposite.
Noen of this is your fault, but when you do the things you do it makes those thoughts come back and it certainly does not make me feel like a man, nor the way you act and talk to me,worthless is the right words and you blame the drugs for your acts and behaviour. Soo.. why didn't you quit? Is a fuckin' needle and a silverspoon worth more than me?
It seems so.. I've given you too many chances and you always promise, always promise to quit. You never do and honestly I've lost faith in you even though I love you I have to let you go 'cause if not I'll end up in the same Dark spot as you are in, and I honestly don't want to go back there. So after all, maybe you did me a favour by breaking my heart again, maybe it was destiny taking it's toll. After all I realise how stupid and naive I've been all the time. I don't hate you, nor despise you. I feel sorry for you and I'm sad you chosed the path you did, maybe one day , if you survive to see that day, you'll sober up and realise how much I loved you and all the sacrifices I made to help you get out, so let's hope you live to see that day so you can realise how beautiful you are on both sides ,let's hope we both live so both can look in the mirror and talk to other people without feeling worthless. I know your pain and you know mine, too bad it wasn't enough to keep us together. I guess our insecurities and lack of self confidenc that made all the missunderstanding that kept our love broken in the end, even though we still love eachother. It hurts so bad but there is nothing more for me to do or nothing I can do as long as you don't want it yourself. I will probably forgive you one day, but I will never forget. Goodbye!

torsdag 26. januar 2017

Aeons Rising! Introduction - Gravarson Almighty

Do you sometimes feel stuck in life? Like there is nothing for you to do , or you simply can't find the true meaning of life? This text is written for People who want to find their inner God, obtain strenght in life and the God within nature's forces. This is powerful forces and not to be taken for granted or otherwise 'cause there is a long road ahead if you want to know the Secrets of the black arts.

I knew my path before I started, that's why I studied like a horse for a while and absorbed everything I could find on the subject, back then it wasn't internet, these days most stuff is available at hand or one click and that is good in many ways, but who has the right information really?

I never say I do, because I have what is good and helpful for me and like-minded and like minded can be anyone but you or you.
In short words, there are no one who has the right information, just find what you can relate to and what grants you the knowledge or wisdom you seek. As we all know wisdom is power, yet only wisdom spoken in the right sense of manner.

This is written to the true Satanic worshippers,those who seek to expand,extend and unleash the inner forces,regain and obtain the missing or perhaps forgotten keystones and elements in life. I am here to guide you on your new path and if your path is Satanism you'll know it by now or already do know now.
Help you find missing keystones or what you might search on your journey through the darker realms of life and the reason we named it that is simply because as a human you will grow if you have patience,tolerance and truly are sure you want to fullfill this!
I May say that if you are experiencing any thing that unusual or irregular to what is normal body behaviour for you when practising ,you should stop because your body is not ready or able to go through the process at this moment. In order to do this you should feel well rested and powerful because our minds both need and use alot of energy which I'd strongly convince you to have before you go ahead with these steps!

Those of you who are still with me :

Say the ritual words as you truly mean them and repeat until you know it all without reading. If you feel like humming or chanting the words it's fine and the more you let go of the bonds and restrictions of being a human you might have a more animalistic approach to it and the more you let go the more powerful you will feel this is the reason many choose to wear masks to hide their expressions from the others, remember it's all about individuality,mindfullness. I myself find it more comfortable to wear a robe and mask so I can fully focus on myself and not those around me,these are thing you'll figure out eventually as you get more experienced and comfortable with the setting.
I advice you to take slow steps until you know your mind and body better as you don't want to lose all your energy levels in the middle of the ritual.



Here is to the True Luciferian Light Warriors

Rise! Rise up in Satan's name and claim a (the) new world!
All hail the once and forever King!
Go! Go forth into the world and manifest hus infernal majesty's vision upon the earth!
Go forth in Satans name and in Satans name you should know Victory!

Ave Sathanas!
Ave Sathanas!

...and remember! As long as you keep setting a goal, keep believe and practice hard you will achieve and learn great secrets you did not know you obtained but it takes hard work,studying and of course practice witch one can never get enough of, and when achieved and done right you will not just know it but feel it too, you'll se things so clear and achieve big success. Keep in mind what I'd refer to as one of the golden and important rules!
It's all within yourself as you grow your strenght. If you forget this rule you will fail.

torsdag 19. november 2015

Purple Passion

Why did you leave when I was down and out..

Why  did you say those things?.. Even though my heart is black I feel my blood bruising for you my Master...

You should be honest ad astra and reveal yourself.. 
If it's not Eve you might be Lillith or maybe even an innocent virgin under My Spell. 


Oh, Lord forgive me if I have sinned. I know not what I do...


If you , yeah you.. That came into my coven give me a sign...? 

As far as my eyes noticed you where the closest that evening ...

Are you in for a midsummer nights dream or do I need to hunt once more.. 
I don' t even know the destination.. I went to another century of peace and harmony. 

A path only the strongest of minds will survive ,  one wrong turn.. and vicious nightmares awaits, tearing your soul apart and face the things you've avoided your entire life will haunt you 'until you're locked up in an asylym permanently.

People fear me , laugh or taunt .. Be careful, next is yours....

Becoming... an addict of inner self or worse...

What have I done,
what's becoming of me?
Where did they go?
Where to turn now..
What to do?

Am I just an empty shell or a recently cracked bottle.. 

You tell me... 
So hollow 'n somber it all seems and feels.
Dead on the inside, still alive on the outside.

Hopefully it will come back.. 

Hah, fuck it , let's get wasted and forget our exsistance !

lørdag 26. september 2015

Frigjør Deg Selv

Gjør slutt på all skyldfølelsen, gjør slutt på all sorg og smerte , ikke bebreide deg for ting som har skjedd i fortiden. Ta imot kjærlighet, gi kjærlighet, men pass på deg selv opp i alt,husk at du skal leve selv også.

Vi lever i en åpen verden så slipp alle hemningene og lev fritt, jeg mener ikke at man ikke skal ha følelser ,men hvorfor bebreide seg for noe man ikke behøver ,noe som står i "lærebøker", eller man er/ble opplært til ,være redd mørket, at man skal bebreide seg over eller ha skyldfølelse for eller sørge over, man bestemmer selv over egen vilje,liv og hvilken retning man går.

Man må regne med at ikke alle liker den man er, men tenk på det som deres problem, for jeg mener man har et problem om man henger seg opp i andre sine liv og hva de bedriver med, så sant man ikke plager,forstyrrer eller gjør noen andre noe ondt.
Vi hersker over våre egne liv og kan dermed gjøre det vi vil med det, men må også ta konsekvensene.

Før du klandrer andre, gå inn i deg selv og tenk.

Var det deg selv? Eller var det andre?

Før du dømmer, se på deg selv.

Er du bedre enn andre?

Det man tror/trodde er ikke alltid riktig så se deg rundt en gang til før du vandrer videre.

Respekter andre sine valg og de vil som oftest respektere ditt, om ikke la dem gå forbi.

Finn deg selv og ditt indre, frigjør din sjel og du vil blomstre, vis andre hvem du er og du vil få mot og vær deg selv, da vil du bli lykkelig og finne den indre ro.


  La heller ikke det du tror og mener er rett ta overhånd ,for folk har som nevnt over fri vilje så la dem velge selv og vi vil automatisk få en friere,fredeligere,og mer åpen og harmonisk fremtid og verden.



Raymond S. aka Gravarson 26.09.2015





mandag 31. august 2015

Reincarnated

Reincarnation - Radhadesh Ardennen
I had an interesting conversation with a friend the other day. He believes our souls are reincarnated into a new life after death,. I've never really cared or thought to much about that subject before other than some small theories of my own. just out of curiousity. After listening to his theories and thoughts I found it somewhat interesting. That being said, I never said yet that I believe in it as I'm a difficult person to convince when it comes to topics 'out of this world' or should I say ,not yet proven to mankind, if that is possible though. What made me think twice about it was his theories about me and a person I care about which I won't go into here.

 Let's say a child has a rough childhood or a person struggling with issues or any other topic.. He said if someone has a rough life in this life ,they probably had an easy life in the previous and where put to test in this one.

We are after all animals and it's survival of the fittest, so death in inevedable.

 Let's say a child is molested and abused as a child, does that justify that he was a raving lunatic and a mass murder in the previous life or something like that? and in this life is punished?
 Is that heaven & hell, but we don't know it yet?.. Or simply karma? You tell me, I have no clue.

tirsdag 25. august 2015

Den Onde Skattesøkeren

Saalunde haur mine smerteskrik och lat aat mine bloodtaarar. Dykjar vrede och dei demonar som beskyttar skatten maa manes og bindas til dei daude sjeler svinn hen med eim so kunne fortaerd kvar och ein...Sjela so grov ned skatten blei kvalt langsamt slik at ansiktet saag ut hjaa ein likbleike muggost ittekvart..Der Kong Sjelekval startar seie da ikkje stopp foer kvar einaste sjel er toturert og ditt lekam kvestras i bitar, og Sjelekval ...